Misery Needs Company

Image by origamidon via Flickr Life really doesn't always turn out as expected, things go nuts at the eleventh hour. That's life and it happens. "Mistakes" do happen. If you learn from them, no harm no foul right?

With me so far right? Ok good.

There are options in modern days there weren't before. Back in the day, a wife couldn't leave her husband if he was a cheating, abusing sob. Now we can. All around a good thing. For the most part, yeah there are a lot of divorces. There are a lot of people who just shouldn't get married in the first place. At. All. Those toxic couples that only bring each other down further along a path of destruction.

There are also some mates who are well... How you say...

..Nice word for this?

Psychotic. We'll go with psychotic.

Right now, in my toolbar there are a lot of other bloggers' posts on men cheating. A lot.

I've seen all those stories. Maybe not those specific one's but they are all generally the same idea with different words. None really list the reason my ex cheated. Nope, he did it ($18,000 worth of it) to mess with me (seriously how egotistical does that sound?!). That method of his stopped working a while ago. Now, he find little things he can do. Yeah, I wish I were kidding there too.

We are smack dab in the middle of our divorce, and he's STILL trying to screw with my head.

What purpose that could possibly serve? I. Have. No. Idea.

He's not fighting me on any of it. He just wants nothing to do with me or our chid. That part is fine. I'm not a clinger, I have absolutely no emotional ties anymore. Yet there he is, continuing on with his mind games. REALLY bad mind games. They range from simly a-hole type things, to OMFG are you actually serious here?! Type things. I just have absolutely no reactions I can't bring myself to even react to him anymore.

Venting isn't something I have the luxury of in my "everyday" life. It's hard to find someone to talk to, no many people can really wrap their brains around the bull. This is further than what people have actual people have any kind of experience in.