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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Not Quite Dire Yet

Flippy playing Hide And Seek with Toothy, Petu...Image via Wikipedia My post from the other day is a bit more "on point" than I'd care to admit right now. I just received word from my lawyer. I'm beyond frustrated.

I just don't know what the hell to do right now. No. Idea. At. All.

And now my ex is playing hide and seek, which is going to cost me even more.

I don't know what the hell I'm going to do. At all.

Don't mistake this for anything other than what it is. A struggle, yes. I've overcome so much more, I know this is just a roadblock that will be temporary. Admittedly, things are feeling a bit "dark" right now.

Why does he have to make this all so much worse?
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Confess!

SAN FRANCISCO - APRIL 18:  BlackBerry user Dou...Image by Getty Images via Daylife
General Confession Post:
Comment Below. Anonymous or not.
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Dugger Spawn

It seems like the most wonderful thing ever huh? Breeding yourself dead.
Well what could be worse, how about an Obnoxious commenter? Yay!

Even better? Well, I wouldn't want to spoil that surprise so read the comments here:
Dugger Spawning Again

People overcome horrible things everyday. Others seemingly do nothing more than flounder a bit, struggling daily in their lives. There are also people who fit into the latter category and hold jobs that make it seem that they are indeed important. Then there are the people like Ma and Pa there, only purposed in like seemingly is breeding.

I just had to post about this.

Those wacky shenanigans!

Phred Phelps Zombie?

A WBC member picketing the memorial of the Sag...

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I read a bit on these "people". At times I do catch myself about to reply to the random posts on the 'net but I hold it back.

Aren't they just well.. something? true lovers (of what I have no idea, hatred? Having a foul outlook and mouths?) Although, there is a saying that there is good in anyone, what exactly is theirs?

I'm big on freedom of speech. I also don't want to misconstrue something said and sully it to hell. These folks however take that right on out of me, and make me wish for muzzles.

Unfortunately, that what knee jerk responses do, at least for me. I'd love the irony on someone doing a happy jig on the elder Phelp's grave (you know the one that kinda looks like a Zombie).

That wouldn't be nice though.. True maybe, but not nice.

He does look like a Zombie though.



I have seen this family from the boondocks for a long time now, yet- they never cease to horrify me. If life is indeed a game, I think they lost already...

As you can probably tell, I'm tired- But here's a nice consolation.

Click Here (a wee bit NSFW but barely.) Funny as heck though.


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Misery Needs Company

whadda•U•C?Image by origamidon via Flickr Life really doesn't always turn out as expected, things go nuts at the eleventh hour. That's life and it happens. "Mistakes" do happen. If you learn from them, no harm no foul right?

With me so far right? Ok good.

There are options in modern days there weren't before. Back in the day, a wife couldn't leave her husband if he was a cheating, abusing sob. Now we can. All around a good thing. For the most part, yeah there are a lot of divorces. There are a lot of people who just shouldn't get married in the first place. At. All. Those toxic couples that only bring each other down further along a path of destruction.

There are also some mates who are well... How you say...

..Nice word for this?

Psychotic. We'll go with psychotic.

Right now, in my toolbar there are a lot of other bloggers' posts on men cheating. A lot.

I've seen all those stories. Maybe not those specific one's but they are all generally the same idea with different words. None really list the reason my ex cheated. Nope, he did it ($18,000 worth of it) to mess with me (seriously how egotistical does that sound?!). That method of his stopped working a while ago. Now, he find little things he can do. Yeah, I wish I were kidding there too.

We are smack dab in the middle of our divorce, and he's STILL trying to screw with my head.

What purpose that could possibly serve? I. Have. No. Idea.

He's not fighting me on any of it. He just wants nothing to do with me or our chid. That part is fine. I'm not a clinger, I have absolutely no emotional ties anymore. Yet there he is, continuing on with his mind games. REALLY bad mind games. They range from simly a-hole type things, to OMFG are you actually serious here?! Type things. I just have absolutely no reactions I can't bring myself to even react to him anymore.

Venting isn't something I have the luxury of in my "everyday" life. It's hard to find someone to talk to, no many people can really wrap their brains around the bull. This is further than what people have actual people have any kind of experience in.


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